sadeonaolapo 23rd June 2013

Adebank1 as we like to call you at home, it still seems like yesterday. Still like a dream that i wish i would wake up. I'm here now and its more painful cause the void you left cannot be filled by anyone. Oh how we both looked forward to a time like this and now that its here i can't find you where we initially planned. everywhere i turn to reminds me of you. I started writing a story which i wanted to post on the 10th but tears just kept rolling down my eyes. It was so hard to continue. I have a million and one things to say sis. But its so hard to write. You know you have always been better at these things. You were the natural poet. Words cannot describe how much i miss you. Now i feel like I'm on my own. A feeling that is strange to me cause i lost my oldest comrade in faith and confidante.You know with you i could not hold back anything. You knew me too well. We always knew how to celebrate ourselves. As we always used to say if i don't praise myself, who will? It still hurts Banke, it still hurts that you are not here. The family misses you. There is no day we don't talk about you. Bro.Wale,Simi and Anike miss you. If we all could bring you back, we would have done so.But Christ allowed this, like you would say, let his will prevail.