It's a sad day. A very sad day. One of those days when everyone ask if something is wrong and I don't have an answer... My heart is so heavy, breathing is noticable. Constantly clearing the throat to choke back tears. It's impossible to fake anything today. I'm sure the same thing is happening with a bunch of us who miss you. Yesterday was sad, tomorrow will likely be sad but today is especially bad - too many thoughts of what we could have been saying to you, singing to you, calls, wishes, prayers, etc. Pictures that usually comfort pierce today but I can't take them down either. Each heart seeking out comfort- in others, in scriptures,in prayers, in God. Or just staring into space, lost in thought. This is reality though, this is life. God help us.