Banke, my eyes are filled with tears,I have logged on 3 times today to write but could not, not for lack of words but for the strength to write For the first time I cant hear your voice on your birthday, I cant wake you from sleep and u say miss Bims its midnight over here, I want to sleep will talk in the morning. Its very painful and hurts so much,I know you are in heaven worshipping God that is my only consolation in all this MYSTERY. yes I call it that because thats what it is to me. This void is too large and painful, we all woke up crying this morning, we tried to console one another and failed, the tears wouldnt stop and oh they are still coming even as I write this. How could this have happened?so fast so aggresive, so relentless,I have so many questions but no answers. Happy Birthday Bank1 cos I know you can hear me and you are rejoicing with your maker. Love you always, forever in my heart and my thoughts.