Banky, I realize that there is so much in life that I will never understand. You not being here is one of them. I find it so hard to believe that when I walk through the door you will not be there. This has been extremely hard to take in and it hurts really bad. You may not be here physically but you will always live in my heart. The Lord gave you to all of us for a moment and it was his will to take you away. I miss you so much and love you even more.